07/07/2010
Today is wednesday. This is my first post... i'm going to try to keep it current and not go into the past toooo terribly much.
I woke up in Clovis, NM with Andy. A dark, warm hotel room surrounding us. Two naked bodies carfully intertwined... turning into more than just laying there. Unfortunately 0645 Rolled around and it was time for him to leave. He got dressed in the still-dark room as i layed naked on the bed, eager for more. And he left.
Two hours later I hear a knock. "Housekeeping!!" "Housekeeping!!" I jumped up and yelled through the door, "a few minutes please!" and she continued on to the next room. I got up, got dressed, gathered my things and wrote andy a note, "Thanks for letting me come up, I'll see you in Albuquerque. xoxo-Adrienne" and made my departure.
While driving the long drive, I received a few phone calls. The first was my oral surgeon telling me i missed my appointment. Asking me why. Quite frankly i knew i had the appointment, but i didn't want to go... spend so much money. I told her i thought it was at 1100. We rescheduled for next week. The next phone call was my bank, telling me that my car payment caused my acct to overdraft, and i now owe them $300+. Shit. Thats awesome. And the final phone call was from Josephine, telling me she forwarded my resume to HR and i need to apply online. I asked her, "do you think i have the slightest chance? I have no relevant experience" she insisted that's for the better because I'll be easier to train. First good news.
I arrive in ABQ at 1210. Juan, (father of my children) calls me to ask where i am and if i'm going to be up to his place soon. "the kids destroyed the house...." he tells me. "I'll be there in about fourty minutes, i have to apply for a job online really quick" He agrees that's a good idea.
So, Application complete, i get into the car, only to get another phone call from him. "Don't forget Analyn's shoe!" (Analyn is my soon-to-be-three y/o daughter). So i run back inside, look for the shoe, grab some broken glass in the process which cuts open my (R) hand. I find the shoe and continue on my way up there.
Upon my arrival, the house IS a mess. Juan asks me to go get food. I told him, "you get food, I'll clean." So I cleaned with the help of Analyn. Juan returns with food that i wont eat. We feed the children and proceed with naptime.... and thats about when i fall asleep on the couch in the living room. 1700 rolls around and i awake, Upset that i'd wasted time sleeping mid-day. I hung out with Juan and his family for a few more hours, attempt to get Analyn to eat but fail, and leave for home at about 1930.
Coming home I text with Taylor, Andy and Alexander. Taylor is a guy that i was falling for but he recently became distant and I'm begining to wonder.... where is any of this going? In fact, thats why i went out with andy. Wholly shit.. i'm feeling a little slutty. Not that that's bad enough, however I just went for a date with Alexander, an innocent movie that didn't even end with a kiss.
Its currently 0126 on 7/8/10.... why am i still up? I decided i should finish this blog. I'm wicked tired and I need to study for the HESI A2 exam i have scheduled for friday... or tomorrow technically. Shit... I better go to bed.
Been a relief to write all this. Lesson of the day? : ONE DECISION AT A TIME.
-ap
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